I haven’t written very much on here and I haven’t even posted many pictures. Strangely enough, I haven’t kept up with my writing anywhere for that matter. Whenever I had gone abroad in the past, I always left ample time for isolation so I could document and solidify my experiences in my brain…try to remember every last sight. Even from the beginning, I knew this trip was going to be gone about in a different way. In Prague (or while traveling this semester) when the time came to reflect-whether it be later that night or the next day, something new always came up stealing that time I had once always reserved for reflection. I guess my ferocious hunger for this, for the better, dissipated here and instead of reflecting, I spent it living. My blog posts have been lackluster, despite the incredible few months I have had; a few short months that would (however cliche-ly) change my life so positively I could not have even imagined it. To go from literally rock bottom to the happiest I’ve been in my life. So my time here with my American comrades is almost over. At the onset of my half birthday (today, I’m 20.5 years old), I am left with fourteen days with these wonderful people I’ve come to know as my family. fourteen days before we are all dispersed all over the country again (mainly on the west/best coast), never to…be together again. It’s a strange thought knowing that after living in such a magical city together, we will all go back to our respective areas of the United States to probably never meet again…despite having this enormous life experience that will tie us together for the rest of our lives. Studying abroad is a big deal, but especially for those living in such a personal haven as Prague-this tiny city that allowed us to call it our own.
Old habits die hard and I am caught in a trap of endless reflection on three months of events that feels heavier than all other in my life combined. My heart aches already. Luckily, I am staying in Prague for at least a month to help my heart heal and be at peace again. Though, once I do leave, my heart will forever ache for the city and the people that saved it.




